Aadarsh™: 9/13/09

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

All Alone

I stand alone on silent nights,
My scares of feelings dawn new light.

I cannot reap a soul nor weep,

And at night I cannot sleep.
For the demons wake in silent beds,

To pull all my fears and dread.

I must stay on my chosen path,

Hope to outrun their gentle wraith.

I cannot stop 'til peace has shone,

But then I fear I am all alone.

Like a candle I flicker light,

Shedding tears and shedding fright.

The people cling with all their might,

To hold to my dieing light.

My fears and dreams came close to thee,

Stop what's right for me.

All but your presence is unknown,

How can I make all seem alone?

It brings so much strength to stop these tears,

Yet somehow your touch will wash my fears.

Every night I dreamt of you again
In the dawn of night's sweet refrain
Among flowers and fields of grass
Where lonely hearts had often pass
Soft breezes blowing
The lonely stream flowing
Where the green envies nature's touch
In a place of peace and as such
The sun's great shine can never fade
And the snow and rain are never made
In a world of green and reddish blooms
And coy pink buds and orange plumes
May all the clouds lay down their showers
Or dark hearts come to pluck the flowers
You weaved the failing nature's loom
And drive away the coming gloom
Though my heart had died
And at times my heart had cried
I feel relinquished from the pain
Every night I dreamt of you again.

Forever

Forever to be,

you and me.

Forever in me,

you will be.

Forever my love,

sent from above.

Forever in my heart,

we will never be apart.

Forever my light,

you guide me at night.

Forever in my life,

you are mine.

Forever to you,

I'll be true.

Forever in my eyes,

you will always shine.

Forever my star,

seen from afar.

Forever my soul,

you make me whole.

You are the one I want,

the one I need,

the one I will love,

Forever.!

Monday, September 14, 2009

Solitary Soul

Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain.
Residing in hell,
Living in pain.

Masked by lies,
I slowly fade away.
The nightmare I live with,
Each and every day.

The meaning of it all,
To which my mind attends.

Has not one answer,
That I fully comprehend.

The bottom of my mind,
Holds the answers which I call.
I keep reaching towards it,
In this never-ending fall.

"Stay strong and keep going,
It's never too late".
No one seems to realize,
That it's not worth the wait.

There's no such thing,
As help outside of your mind.
It's you against yourself,
With your demons intertwined.

It's a battle, hard fought,
But never to be won.
Either way you end up losing,
When it's all said and done.

"Too late" came and passed,
And, of me, nothing more.
I wrote my own ending,
and I shut my own door.

"Live your life to its fullest",
That's what they all said.
But what's the point in trying,
when you're already dead?

Quoted By One Of My Best Pal

As my friend says and so I ditto it-

"I am Dislexic of Borg.
Resistance is Futile.
Prepare to have your ass laminated.

Drama,lies n backstabbing-these are my playmates.

You may be as vicious about me as you please.
You will only do me justice.

In a sea of retards,
I am Poseidon.
Life is all about ass; you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade, pee in it, and serve it to the people that piss you off.

Hope you know where your lemons are.
'coz,
It is better to be pissed off than pissed on!!"

-Mudit

You rock

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